I Need Questions!

Hey, guys! So you may be wondering, why do I need questions? Well, I recently read a mini q & a post, and I kind of want to do one too, so post questions down below in the comment box and I’ll try to answer as many as I can! I’d love to let you guys know me more! Just make sure they are appropriate and.. ya know, not adult stuff. I love you guys and I will see you in the next post! Keep safe, and don’t panic about this virus! Just do self-quarantine, and you’ll be fine! Bye!

Love,

Carissa ♥

P.S. I will need at least 5 questions in order to write the post, so keep those questions going!

My Favorite Pop Songs!

Hey, guys! As many of you may or may not know, I love BTS’s music and other k-pop, but I also enjoy listening to classic pop. This post is just about some of my faves!

  1. When the party’s over by Billie Eilish

The MV’s is so cool, and Billie’s voice is so heavenly. My sister says she has really good control of her voice, and it’s true! I tried to imitate Billie, and it’s so hard! Usually, I can imitate other people’s voices, but Billie’s is so hard! Even though it’s still husky and low, she has a really good pitch and control of it, too.

2. Birthday by Anne-Marie

Even though it’s not my birthday just yet, I love this song and now it feels like everyday is my birthday! It’s a bit explicit, though, so beware!

3. Memories by Maroon 5

Ah, yes. The classic. I really like the tune, though, it is the melody of Canon in D by Pachelbel. Gives off a very soothing and comforting vibe.

4. Lovely by Billie Eilish and Khalid

Khalid’s and Billie’s voice go well together in this one. I really like the lyrics, as it kind of reflects what I went through.

5. Tattoos Together by Lauv

I Lauv Lauv! Sorry, I had to make that joke. Lauv’s songs are really meaningful to me. You’ll see more of them.

6. Perfect to Me by Anne-Marie

Anne- Marie is one of my favorite artists and this song really speaks to me.

7. Sad Forever by Lauv

Lauv wrote this song when he was going through depression and OCD. I have gone through some low times, and this song really helped me.

8. Who by Lauv feat BTS

Lauv recently released his album “How I’m Feeling” and this song is featured in it. I really like Jimin and Jungkook’s vocals in this one. All their vocals are so unique and beautiful in their own way!

Anyways, I have to go do… stuff. It’s getting late. See you in the next post! Bye, and take care of yourselves!

Love,

Carissa ♥

Day 30 OF 30 Day BTS Blog Challenge!

Hey, guys! Ready for the last day? Sorry it’s been taking so long, I’ve just been so busy with homework and stuff.

Day 30: Why I love BTS

Why I love BTS. Wow, I could literally write a whole post about why I love BTS. Why I love BTS?

Well, they taught me how to love myself. How to love me when I hated me. Their message comforted me when I was in my darkest times, RM’s UN speech made me cry. Gosh, it made me cry SO hard. It was hard for me, and still is, growing up overweight. Often I would cry because I was so frustrated. I was trying so hard to lose weight, and instead I kept gaining. I would cry, cry, and just cry some more. I became sad, depressed, angry at myself, angry at myself for overeating. BTS really helped me through their message. Not only is their music great, but also their message. The lyrics of Magic Shop really spoke to me. On days I hate being myself, days I want to disappear forever, let’s make a door in your heart. Open the door and this place will await. It’s okay to believe, the Magic Shop will comfort you. Those lines were the ones that spoke to me the most. It’s true, I did want to disappear at one point. But then, something stopped me. I don’t know what it was, but I think it was the thought that said to me, You are special. Don’t do this. I didn’t do it. Yes, I am still recovering, but BTS’s message is helping me tremendously. Anyways, I hope some of you are reading this and finding hope in this if you are feeling depressed like me as well. Don’t forgot to wash your hands and keep well! This COVID-19 is really freaking me (and other people) out. Anyways, have to go! I’m watching a movie with my family, Johnny English. Bye!

Love,

Carissa ♥

Day 28 of 30 Day BTS Blog Challenge!

Hey, guys! Ready for Day 28?

Day 28: Favorite picture of Jin

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LOL, Jin was trying to take a selfie but the maknae line photobombed it! And ya’ll, we can see Jungkook’s tattoos on the right hand corner! AHHHHHHH!!!!! And I’m wondering, JUST WONDERING, YA’LL, IF JM ON HIS HAND STANDS FOR JIMIN???!!!! I know it spells ARMY on the knuckles, but what does JM stand for?? Jimin… JIKOOK, YA’LL, I’M A JIKOOK STAN FOREVER, SORRY IF YOU AREN’T, BUT I AM! OK, on to the next post! Bye!

Love,

Carissa ♥

Day 27 of 30 Day BTS Blog Challenge!

Hey, guys! Ready for Day 27?

Day 27: Most badass member

Oh, either Jungkook or Suga. I saw and watched a video where it said, “Suga, the man who spits fire.” LOL. So true, though. Also, at a fan sign, one ARMY called Jungkook “oppa,” and he got pissed. “He replied, “I’m not your oppa,” and all the ARMY laughed. Then one of the members whispered something to him, and he said, “From now on, I’ll need ARMY to bring their IDs to see if they’re younger than me, then they can call me oppa.” LOL, that got me laughing. Anyways, I will see you in the next post! Bye-bye!

Love,

Carissa ♥

Too Late (Reader x Jimin, WARNING: ANGSTY)

You bounded up the stairs with a great smile on your face, flowers in hand. It was your first year anniversary with Jimin, and you had come to celebrate it with him at his apartment. You knocked on the door, and opened the door. Strangely, it was open. You frowned, then heard noises from his studio. You beamed and skipped down the hall. You opened the door and your jaw dropped at what you saw. You stood frozen in the doorway, flowers crumpled tightly in your hand.
Jimin was sitting in his chair, with a beautiful woman in his lap. They were kissing passionately, and at the sound of you opening the door, they jumped slightly. Jimin’s eyes widened at the sight of you and the realization dawned on him. Today’s our anniversary. Oh no.
“Oh, hello, sorry you had to see that. I’m Lisa. What’s yours?” the woman smiled sheepishly at you.
You stared at Jimin, then turned and fled down the stairs, flowers abandoned and thrown on the floor. Jimin ran after you, calling desperately.
“Y/n, please, wait, it’s not what it looks like!” Jimin pled, tugging at your arm. “Y/n, please!” he begged, tugging at your shirt,
“Don’t touch me,” you hissed, whirling around and glaring at Jimin. Suddenly, tears started welling up in your eyes. You fumbled for your promise ring and flung it at him. “You promised you would always be by my side!” you yelled at him, tears falling down your face. “What do you think this all is, a joke?” you gestured to him and you.
“Y/n,” Jimin whispered, hardly believing this was happening. “Please, I-“
“No, I don’t want to hear it. I never should have trusted you in the first place. Taehyung was right when he said you didn’t keep promises. I am done with you,” you gritted your teeth and spoke coldly. You turned on your heel and stomped out the door, leaving Jimin with tears streaming down his face and thinking, What have I done?

He raced after you, pleading, begging. You whirled around as he tugged you on the arm, hoping to catch your attention.

Slap. The sound echoed and reechoed as you slapped him harshly across the face. He stood there, stunned. His hand went up to touch his cheek, a red mark already forming. You had never slapped him before. His lips quivered, his eyes welled up with tears. “Baby?”

“Don’t you dare call me that again. I hope we never see each other again, Park Jimin,” you spat, glaring at him. You ran off, your own heart breaking at the sounds of him sobbing fading. You thought he loved you. Well, you just found out that it wasn’t true.
(2 Years Later)
Jimin sighed, swirling his wine around his glass. He was at a bar with Jungkook, another friend, and Jungkook had decided to drag Jimin along with him.
“Hey, hyung, you okay?” Jungkook waved his hand in front of Jimin’s face. “You look a bit spaced out there.”
“Yeah, I’m fine,” Jimin replied, and ordered another wine. He looked out across the dance floor, and froze. There you were. Dancing with a stranger. He placed his glass down and made his way to you, bumping into people and apologizing profusely.
“Y/n!” Jimin called your name desperately. “Y/n!”
You turned around and gasped when you saw him. “Um, excuse me for a moment,” you told your partner. He smiled and released you with a nod.
“What are you doing here?” you asked coldly, crossing your arms and glaring at Jimin.
“Well, Jungkook dragged me here,” Jimin laughed rather lamely. “Thought I should get out of the house.”
You nodded, and sighed. “Jimin, just tell me what happened.”
Jimin looked at his feet. “Lisa, she was paid to be in a relationship with me. I didn’t mean to get too attached, but…”
“She was paid to be in a relationship with you?!” you asked in disbelief.
“Yeah, it’s very common in the k-pop industry,” Jimin replied. “And y/n, I just want you to know that I still love you.”
You scoffed. ” Jimin, if you loved me you would’ve told me the truth and I could at least understand you were doing this because you had no other choice. Anyways, do you still love me?”
Jimin looked at you with tears in his eyes. “I do, y/n. Do-do you?”
You shook your head. “I’m sorry, Jimin. I already found someone else, who loves me. You’re too late.” You turned and left him, shattering his heart into a million pieces as your words played repeatedly in his head: You’re too late. You’re too late. You’re too late.